Hayley

08:08 pm

i would just like to say that i have not had internet on my computer for a week!!!!!!!! and i am dying and i am still not on my computer.

11:24 pm - now it wont let ME post comments!! what the fuck

oh katrine...last time i checked you were turning 19...not 18. silly goof. i am so excited that you met a new guy. it is so much easier to get over the old one with a new one.. not like i would fucking know. i hope he makes you happy, and turns your frown upside down. i miss you gal pal!!!!!

08:46 am

YOU CAN COMMMMMMMENT NOW!!! YAY THANKS TO VERO

08:48 am

Fun filled day...went to the A's baseball game, hung out with the pals...got a nice little burn. I wish more days were like today :)

Current Mood: happy

10:30 pm - weirded out

I cant help but shiver right now...its really weird actually. Today was one of the best days in a while, hence..(haha lulu) the midterm. But last night was weird. Right before i was about to go to bed at like 2, i was talking to sabrina and i asked her if she had seen justin anytime recently because i happened to see his name sign online. everytime he signs on i shiver. conditioned response! ha i hate psych right now. i hadnt talked to him since i went to oregon in february. right after i asked sabrina he imed me. it freaked me out that he imed me when he did. I knew that he was drunk because he couldnt spell anything and i asked him how he had been and he said okay i guess...i knew then something was a little weird. he told me his mom was going to have an operation on her spine and that his dad had cancer...i have felt so much hate for him lately, but i know i will always care about him as a person. i feel horrible for him, and of course i want to be here for him, but i have a really bad feeling about it. i pushed him out of my life for a reason, and i dont want it to ever get back to where it was. it never will. i dont have feelings for him like that, and i never could after what i have been through with him, but i cant help but feel that even talking to him might reel me back into it. i told him last night i would call, and he said he was okay, but i insisted. so i called a little while ago and i got his message machine...

i know at the moment the biggest issue is alex. i cant help liking him, he is so likable. HE IS LIVING WITH US NEXT YEAR!! NOTHING CAN HAPPEN. I have decided that i like him so much because i havent found any guy here that i really like as a friend, one that i can actually hold a decent conversation with, and one who plays guitar to me all the time!!!!!he told me the other night that he was supposed to be the main guy in almost famous..he was second in casting. awesome. but i cant have him. i hate it how eleanor flaunts herself in front of him, when she has doug and still talks to tyler. it is so ridiculous. i feel like i am growing apart from her mainly because of how she has to be so secretive about things. i know she is talking to tyler a lot because amanda tells me that she leaves the room all the time to talk, and obviously its him. then she has sleepovers with tyler, then she flirts with alex!!! jesus pick a guy and get over it. it has really gotten on my nerves..obviously. shit. i needed to vent.

i think everyone i know is having weird feelings about coming home this summer. we left our closest friends from home to a new place, with new people, so many new adjusments. i have loved every minute (almost...fuck old roomie..ha) of being here and all the people i have met. it is going to be so weird especially because lulu is still going to be in florida, sab will be in germany until july. it feels like a lot of the people that stayed home, i have not kept in contact as much with...my friends are here now. i know i will have fun though, my katrine is coming home! and the whole gang. i wonder if ill see nick. i cant believe him...i wonder if he will call on my birthday considering the last time we exchanged messages was on his bday..that will be interesting. i do miss him, but i will never forget him not calling and making plans and breaking them. i just miss him as a friend, he was what made my senior year bearable at that piece of shit school "el camino real" (in my mexican voice) haha.

over and out homedawgs

Current Mood: calm

03:19 pm - just for shits and gigs, for all of you not having such a good 420

"You have to stay in shape. My grandmother, she started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 today and we don't know where the hell she is."
Ellen DeGeneres.

11:41 pm

At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will be	Hairdresser
You will be worth	$612,667
Everyone will think you	are really hot
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

08:44 pm

I can see your face
But I know that it's not real
It's just an illusion
Caused by how I used to feel

And it makes me so angry
To know that the flame will always burn
I'll never get over
I know now that I'll never learn

- Eric Clapton "Old Love"

why the fuck cant i get over it already...i am so sick of it

Current Mood: aggravated

07:52 pm - happy happy joy joy...dont ask i am hyper

ok katrine, it has taken me some time...haha but this is fun. the three questions

1. If you had to marry one person from 5th grade, who would it be?
2. If you could live anywhere, where would it be?
3. If Juan lost all his ability to cook, and he could only cook one thing forever, what do you hope it would be?

my favorite one is question 3, because it really makes me think. you and everyone else knows how much i love food, so this is going to be a hard one.

1) If i could marry one person from fifth grade it would not be "matty" who you would pick of course, who you are afraid to talk to at the topanga video store!!! hmm clay of course, there will always be something very mysterious and sweet about him. and he has gotten very cute lately..mmmmm, haha and he can cook!!! always a plus and a half.

2)If i could live anywhere, it would have to be somewhere tropical or woodsy. me gusta the beach.

3) Juan, my little bitch. haha yes during the summer he is. i would have to have my toasted onion bagel with bacon and avocado with his beautifully scrambled eggs. i miss "real" eggs so much, we fucking get the blocks of eggs, basically the pour in water and let sit eggs, similar to those toys you put in the bath and they get bigger. hahahaha well actually not so much.

I AM BUYING TICKETS TO MAROON 5 AND JOHN MAYER TOMORROW FOR JULY 17TH! I WILL BUY YOU A TICKET IF YOU WANT. ILL HOLLER AT YOU! i am so excited im going to another maroon show in santa clara may 13. god i love them.

our housing shit has finally become less dramatic and is under control. we have reconciled with the girls who we thought hated us, which is always a good thing. this whole thing just got way too fucking personal, and everyone was upset over it. it is going to be so much fun. me, jamie, chels, eleanor, alex..., and amanda. hah yes one boy and five girls, should be quite fun.

I don't know how i almost forgot the most exciting part of my day. The hottest guy i have ever seen here!!!! I was taking a bus back with Allie from class today, and i noticed this beautiful guy get onto the bus at the next stop. oh my god. shaggy but clean hair, bluish green eyes, tall!!, beautiful tan skin, aaaaah. and he was wearing this nice white button down short sleeve and seven jeans with a courdoroy jacket. ahhahaha i cant believe i remember all this, its kind of scaring me. i noticed him smiling at me a little, and of course i couldnt resist, so i fucking smiled back! he is from now on the friday bus guy. I WILL FIND HIM!

So tonight is supposed to be filled with drunkeness and a rugby party, but i might have to nap first. I had the most horrible dream i was kidnapped and held at gunpoint last night. i woke up at 6 and didnt go back to sleep. apparently i screamed in my sleep. haha, i was informed by chelserz20000003, and in my sleep i guess "i like alex" kind of slipped out. i am going to duct tape my mouth from now on. its scary i have no idea what i was saying, but i know i was thinking about that A LOT last night.....

Current Mood: cheerful

11:14 am - JUST FOR SHITS AND GIGS

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want and i will answer it. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

well katrine...because for some reason livejournal will not let me activate my name, i cannot comment on your journal. so i will do here!!

hmmm
1) what has been bothering you lately?
2) do you have any one regret?
3) where is the first place you are going to eat when you come home...? haha

Current Mood: sleepy

03:42 pm - easter weekend sucked mi arse

This weekend has been one of the most dramatic weekends at school so far. I could not believe friday. I was so upset for more than one reason, i guess it was just a lot of little things that had been building up inside me that i couldnt suppress anymore. Eleanor and her eating, Chloe being a blunt bitch to me, drew telling me he was taking oxycontin, him cheating on tasha, alex, that slut who fucked every guy i know at the party...and yes him. oh god, it goes on and on. The thing that really put me over the edge was chloe. i consider her to be my best friend at school and when she plays these games with me, i cant handle it. she basically avoided me the entire week, and didnt tell me what was going on with brien. how am i supposed to act when she tells me she hasnt been with brien for that long. she kind of threw it in the open and started balling, and of course i would be here for her. right after she told us this, she pushed me away by making a rude comment about me being a hypocrit................aaaaah ill finish later, going to see girl next door with emile!!! haha its so weird to see him in movies, i kissed him...so weird

Current Mood: relaxed

12:48 pm - what am i doing??

I have no idea what i am doing this quarter. I am taking classes that I dont even know what theyre called....fuck. I am taking 2 latin studies classes, when latin studies is probably the last thing i would ever be interested in. hahaha i am such an idiot, and i think its a little too late to sign up for different classes.aaaaaaaaaa i just want to be done and in summer already. counting down the days until june..god im an idiot

Current Mood: worried

05:39 pm - SICK OF BEING LONELY

John Mayer
Love Song for No One

staying home alone on a Friday
flat on the floor looking back
on old love
or lack thereof

after all the crushes have faded
and all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here

searching all my days to find you
not sure what I'm looking for
I'll know where
when I see you

until then I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
a love song
for no one

I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away

I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here

you'll be so good
you'll be so good for me
I know you'll be so good
for me
for me

Current Mood: annoyed

02:59 am - DRUNK AS FUCKKDFKJHKJF

WOWOWOWOW i am so frunkr it is noth even funfdfy i love coronads fuch tk the chard shit;i mis you =katrine will you please call me i lobe you morew thn life iteself love you lonts

12:33 pm - THERE ARE MORE FISH IN THE SEA

boys are stupid...havent we figured this one out by now? katrine, you have always been able to find new ones. i have faith in you!!! hahah wowowowowow katrine. just go out and about lookin for trout. harvard boys?? hmmm, i don tknow about them.

why cant i comment on anyones journal! i dont get this.???

unfortunately, at the moment, im studying for another midterm and quiz for tomorrow, and i cant fucking breathe out my nose. it is a great feeling!! let me tell you.

Current Mood: sick

09:38 pm - wowowowowowowowowow

This is basically the first time i have written in this, because i finally found my password!I cannot believe I am not watching sex and the city as we speak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!After all those dvds and chinese food katrine and i have gone through watching them until the end, we cant even see the last one!! I am so tempted to find out what happened, but my friend is getting the tape soon. So, its sunday, and of course i have procrastinated alllll weekend. I just woke up from my 3rd nap of the day, this one consisting of 2 long, and peaceful hours. i dont know what the fuck to do with myself. I am supposed to be done with a book by tomorrow, and i am on page 60...hmmm. Mono is going around our dorm, always nice. My sister told me today her friend had had it and she now has it AGAIN! I was definitely hoping to go through hell only once, shit we will see. I feeeel like sheeeeeet. Im excited about writing again, i miss all you guys...nighty night. i have to start readin, or maybe watch a movie hahaha

02:33 pm - katrine!

i found my password!

12:47 am

wow its katrine starting hayley off. bye.

09:38 pm

hghh